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| Wednesday, June 3, 2009 |
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Everyone is making mistakes in their life. No one is exempted, no one.. not me!
I've been in a very difficult situation that test every part of me. It was like a nightmare which I am fighting with until now. I didn't notice that I deeply fell, me as an individual failed.. and is still failing! I was trapped in a dream I don't want to live with. I've been lost.
Lost in this world full of unpleasant things that will eat you up until your last breath. Like a body moving, breathing, yet without life. I was lost from the journey I was happily taking. The journey too sweet, so sure. But then I changed the path I was taking to face a stormy one.
The decision I've made was totally wrong. I follow the human ways, though I am not supposed to because I was given a new status.. and that is to live like a princess with a Father, the King of kings.
But then, here I am. Still being loved. Still in the hand of the One who gave me the most beautiful thing that happened to me. Yes, I was lost. Yes, I was wrong. Yes, I am a non-sense. Yet still, He never let go of my hands. Though I fought to go away and live this life the way I know, I am still welcome when I came back from the wrong road I took.
I was lost . . . but He found me!
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posted by beloved @ 9:51 PM  |
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ditto.
:D